HATE

define hate.does hate mean absence of love?
how 2 get rid of it?AOL says when u start loving...u stop hating.
but what if u cant love that person no matter what?
cant there be a place between love n hate where u can reach....if loving someone is impossible?
i dont wanna hate him but it seems i am unable not 2.
he is the worst human being i hv known....
like a poodle of muck...howevermuch i try 2 keep me n my girls clean.....
we keep getting dirty.
i think if i really wish someone bad....it will come true n then.....
it will haunt me forever.he hates me,too.
but i dont wanna get down 2 his level....i wana rise above hate.
i tried my best 2 accept him as he is but cdnt really do it.
hating him tortures my soul.
but it runs so deep....i cant uproot it.
we both suffer........
he ..coz..he wants me dead n all his black mind power cant kill me....
n me...coz....i know hating him is wrong n that awareness tortures me.
hate constrains me...ties me down.
i wana let go...be free...improvise...
rise above or atleast go 2 the place inbetween.
mental peace is a delusion n it always remains at a hand's distance.