SPACE

sometimes,i get so bored n tired of things....
responsibilities....routines.....schedules.
i feel lost...disoriented.
i keep doing regular activities....but its robotic.
my heart is not involved n so isnt my brain.
i need my space......n peace.
i keep searching...n hoping 2 find it.
life goes on n many times i forget the pain.
but it lingers......the pain...the void....the lonelines.
i want 2 be lonely 2 get rid of this lonelines.
thts weird but thats how it is.
i dont know what 2 do differently 2 break the routine....
n then trying 2 break the routine,becomes the routine.